Exciting, Sexciting or Gayciting?

for quite some time now i have been having the urge to do something exciting...

its just that lately, ive been having this constant irritation towards many aspects of my life. the job, the friends, the people who pretend to be friends, people who want to be so kay poh and show off at work>>>people this,  people that, people everything!!

  

who knew PEOPLE could be so annoying....???

i just feel like i  need a break and do something exciting..

or perhaps gayciting...

have a tshirt and underwear party for instance!

for a very long time now, ive been thinking what are these gayciting parties that i always read about on the internet...

ok fine, im gonna measure up to being a man and admit: NO, i dont read about them on the internet, i just fantasize about them in my mind...

having said that aloud and feeling vulnerable (well, gay men can be very judgemental ok!)

..i ask myself this question..if at all somewhere down the road, somebody actually takes the effort to organize such a 'naughty' party (HINT!!),  what role would i take up?

 

would i take the role of a person who would wear something slutty, make an entry, pose in subtle sexual gestures making heads turn and make other men's loins burn with lust...

or...

take the role of someone who wears all black, sits in a corner, wait for someone to take the first move and try as hard as possible to hide an erection..

well...erection, lets talk about that for a moment..

because erection is ALWAYS such an interesting topic. 

i always wonder how men are able to wear the tiniest of speedos at the swimming pool..

my fisrt experience of such sight was when i was at Sentosa Island ages ago..well at that time i didnt know that there is a word that somehow i would associate with myseld so closely ..the word GAY

even at that age, and  the only man i could lay my eyes on was a white guy in his late 40s, i couldnt take my eyes off his crotch...that tiny piece of coverage hiding his manhood..

at 9, i had the first wave of hotflush....!

for guys who like other men..isnt it almost a sin to be wearing such skimpy piece of clothing..as tiny as they may, seeing other men in tiny speedos not only causes heart flutter but also dick flutter...!

what if the penis pops out or something?

well of course that depends on the girth, length and the duration one goes without a hand job (vulgarity not intended)..

perhaps it isnt so bad if it is in a gym where everyone is adult..but how about public pools where there are kids and women who swim along..

would this be a typical sentence:  

Mommy mommy, why did he hide a carrot in his trunk 

OR 

Mommy mommy why does he have mayonnaise coming out from his trunk, to which the mommy would casually say: 

owh darling he just wants someone to eat it with his sausage...!!

YUCKS!

isnt it inappropriate to be walking around with a boner...

for one, i would never be caught dead in a tiny speedo for two reasons...

1. i get too self concious wearing them

2. i get erection looking at myself wearing them>>i dont know if it is common or im the only one on earth who experience this 'WONDERFUL' experience..