Mindblowing >> Not in a good way

after a million years of not writing an entry, i think its about time i write one. ive been backed up with work and a little freaked out at how people keep dying lately. its a friend's relative or relative of a relative, friend of friends and so on...

it almost feels like lately, people just drop dead and die. i dont know if anyone else is going through it but things get really stressful when the phone rings.. 

its no longer a hotty calling just to say hi. instead the news is of someone who has said BYE>>Forever!

lets face it, when things get down to be like the chipsmore cookies, now u see it, now u dont....i does get a lil freaky.

on a freakier note, the request / demand for my wedding is taking a more serious note. my aunts are getting nosier and trying to fix me up with pretty girls..

its just that i like penis more. ..penis and butt...penis butt and nice legs..penis butt legs and chest...penis butt legs chest and abs...JUST GIVE ME A MAN RIGHT NOW ON BED!

i just dont know how to convey that message..is there any way to convey it in a subtle way?.

maybe i should start wearing nail polish, lipstick, anklet, carry a handbag or tight white pants with white sunglasses and white shoes. would it then be more obvious that i prefer a hot guy over a curvaceous chick?.

how about wearing a bra??. 

 i saw the sickest thing on the internet. there are actually bras being manufactured for male and being sold on the internet. these are available in Malaysia too..

WHAT THE HELL??

why would a guy want to wear a bra???

on that note, why would a guy want to wear panties?? >>of course thats a totally different blog entry.

i can understand if a guy feels like a woman and he wears make up and dress up in women's clothes...he just wants to be a woman. thats allright but why a guy who only wants to wear a BRA??

MINDBLOWING> not in a good way.