There Are Lots of Very Muscular, Attractive Older Men Whose Status Say They Are Single And That Scares The Shit Out Of Me

just when i thought ive found that someone>>>BANG! that goes to hell...!

apparently my so called crush of the month has verbal diarrhea. the implication of that is inability to contain information, details, thoughts and issues within. the uncontrollable pressure erupts in the form of gossip with other gossipers!

seriously guys, men who gossip???>>>Fu8king disgusting...!

well, on a more celebratory note, i have hit 5 digits and feeling pretty awesome today. the fact that there are people who enjoy my blog is orgasmic.

i know i know, its not 7 or 8 digits..but it feels orgasmic nonetheless!!!

is it possible that mid life crisis comes earlier for some people..say like 20 years earlier?

its just that lately ive not been able to tell exactly what i want to do with my life, my career move, short term and long term plans, where i see myself in the next 5 years....

it has lately become hazy..i dont know why..

my days are getting mundane and routine. i think i need an intervention. do something that is exciting and out of the box. maybe quit my job, find something that im passionate about, travel, fall in love...

ever thought of just driving aimlessly in the car....yes, thats what im feeling right now....

i think i need to make more friends...and by friends i mean people that i enjoy talking with, spending time with without necessarily seeing them naked.

BUT...

what if i dont know how to do that..?

i notice from manjam and planetromeo that there are lots of very muscular, attractive older men whose status say they are single and that scares the shit out of me..

i dont want to end up like that!!

sad little life....

i need HELP!

HELP ME! 

My orgasmic shots anyone??: