would u be my circle?

sitting and tapping my notebook, my thoughts range from organizing my work for tomorrow, checking my facebook account>>both porny and regular, manjam and planet romeo. besides that a video chat always make me adjust my shirt, face and glasses...

actually who am i trying to impress here?

the regular workouts, protein supplement and other things (too explicit for a blog)..what is it all about? are we so into our looks and want to be complimented all the time?? well by we, i refer to homosexual and bisexual man (yeah metrosexual is the cross between the two and u cant deny it), cause lets face it, for a regular man, u can be sloppy, have body odour, beer belly, receeding hairline, ill fitting pants and it would still be ok..

while its a cliche and at most times referred to as vain by the regular people...i sincerely think that im not trying to impress anyone. i wear nice clothes, fitting shirt and pants and indulge myself with nice (actual word is naughty) underwear because i like the way i look in them. it is not about compliments, not about turning heads, not about giving hot guys an erection and make them fantasize about me, and not fishing for meat.

i do them because thats who i am. i think the way you potray your self the what u feel like within. im not sloppy, i dress well, i smell good because i want to. im not a part of a stereotype.

well if it is what it is, dont u think thats encoded in the genetics to say the least?if that is so, will there be a day when it will be a requirement for genetics decoding for couple who are getting married and marriages would be questionable for people who carry the recessive gay gene??

sounds absurd??its more real with the advancement of the technology.. and given a choice, i would most certainly opr for the test..well for one fact i could put an end to many things...

AM I, AM I NOT??then people would stop asking me to get married the moment i turn a certain age and trying to fix me up with a WOMAN! so with marriage out of the equation, will it really give a certain relieve?

wait a sec, im not totally off the idea of getting married..i just havent found the right woman yet..and also attraction to vagina>>but thats a totally different blog entry.

if i had a circle of friends supportive of me and my sexuality i might give it a shot to coming out.

would u be my circle?