Lets Wait and See

i guess the pants ripping sensation yesterday didnt subside....

i have read somewhere that says, rigorous workout would help to release sexual urge...

let me ask u this, you go to the gym, you see guys in a teeny tiny pants, flexing his muscles, sweaty, topless, in white shorts showing the outline of his butt and crotch....can u still workout??

of course, it would be a workout by itself to conceal an erection..!

i workout in my room ..topless and pant less...i get sweaty, and i see myself in the mirror and i get horny...damn!! 

when i successfully dodge the mirror and start doing pushups, my penis touched the floor while my underwear is soaked in sweat making the sensation so irresistable and my John just stiffens...'huge' distraction.. arghh!!

remember in the cartoons when Sylvester the cat is hungry and tweety bird looks like a roasted bird??

i totally get what Sylvester must have felt like......

the wise man who said the solution to an obsession is by living through it has got to be freaking kidding me!!! how could i possibly be ripping someones pants in my office, do animal things in public and get a way with it...doesnt even work in straight world. i guess a man raping a man would be a fantastic freak show...getting extensive media coverage and an end to my career.

hold that thought...in straight world, a man raping a woman is unacceptable..the world is accustomed to painting a woman as weak, vulnerable etc etc, you know the drill. overpowering a woman in a sexual way is deemed as a crime...what if the woman likes to be raped?? then again, she could always claim that she was forcefully raped..BITCHES!! (i dont hate women by the way, peace!)

of course when i say raping i dont mean forcefully doing it to a man or a woman...its just that the term raping sounds so adventurous..and exciting.>>JUST FOR THE RECORDS!

even so, if a man does WANT to be raped, that is still not possible...we have a law against sodomy that says even consented sex between two men is a crime and is subjected to imprisonment...weird huh??

welcome to my country..it is an easy card to be played by the politician...remember the anwar case? of course its not like saiful was pinned to the bed by several other men and anwar has forcefully inserted his carrot into saifuls butt....come on guys!! who are we kidding here...? but facts are facts and it is still a law here...imagine how many centuries it would take for this country to approve same sex marriage (for those who believe it...for me the moment god put a penis in a man, the penis always has an overwrite switch over the brain...every man is the same..those who deny it are just in denial)

but thats totally a different story..

tomorrow is friday, a night of high expectations so im thinking of who's pants i could rip what (who) i could be doing.. 

lets just wait and see.